Friday, September 12, 2008

PEANUT POWER!

I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad.
Don't you ever wish your dreams would come true? I do. But enough of that. It is the weekend, FINALLY! and this is my 81st post! I think. I am not going to see J because shes too cool and made other plans since I didn't get back to her fast enough. Whatever. Maybe I'll just watch Quest for Camelot with my friend, I. She likes that movie a lot, and maybe a little bit too much. Haha, just kidding. But I don't enjoy the movie like she does.

I've been recently watching hannah1721 on youtube. I don't remember how I came across her channel, but I like her videos! Search her!

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I would explain more, but I don't want to write a novel. It would be too slow paced and boring for normal people.

DFTBA,
me.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

admit it..you did.

"It's kind of awful..it's kind of awful the way that twilight and miley cyrus are awful though, in which, you know, they are still really entertaining and i still love them, but they're awful..."
-hayleyghoover on fiveawesomegirls

Wow, that quote was great. So, quick catch up blog thing.. doesn't it bother you when people don't believe you when you are telling the truth? At this moment, two people aren't believing something that is clearly right. Why would I have done something like that?

Anyways, tomorrow is friday, and then the weekend! I am hoping too see my friend J this weekend, and another plus to that(if it happens) is that I will FINALLY recieve my notebook. I left it there over the summer, and never got it back. I've bought two and I am almost done the red one, and the other one..well, I am attemping to only use it for school-related things, so it isn't filling up as fast as my notebooks usually do.

I just felt the top of my left foot, and it was very smooth. How..interesting. YEAH! So, today I had callbacks. They were fun, I've never been to a callback before, so it was a fun experience. I am just so excited for the musical!

It is getting cold too fast! I am always shivering! I need a hug! I think I am going to go now and attempt to eat something before I go to bed, because I won't have time for breakfast tomorrow morning. I like how no one can tell if I am wearing makeup or not. It is kind of unusual, because shouldn't people be able to tell? Whatever. Oh, and everyone, I did NOT kiss anyone today. Whoever thinks I did is very confused and probably needs to read some Harry Potter and realize that I am in fact NOT Lavender Brown, no matter how much I look like her or act(???) like her. Thank you.

DFTBA,
Erin Meagan.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

maybe he's just good at hiding it

WEAKNESSES:
most kiss-able
most confident

Those are my weaknesses. What a cool person I am!
So, today I got home feeling pretty energetic, and it is now about 10:00, and I keep yawning! I shouldn't even be that tired, I only got out of bed at around 8:15. My throat is still sore! It is making me quite mad. This blog post will probably suck, and quite frankly, I do not care. It is very spontaneous, and I just need to blog. Not one of those awesome blogs where you discuss an important topic or something, one of those really long, like, 8 minute vlogs on youtube, where the vlogger says um and there are more silent moments than there are actual words.

Right now I am reading a book called My Sweet Audrina by V.C. Andrews, who is such a great author! I got into her books a couple of years ago, and now I just keep reading them!

I have the weirdest dreams. My last one was a blur, but I've had that dream a couple of times now. Safeway? Cookies? Running? Chaos? Weird.

I think that I am good at pretending that I am happy and content. I hope that it is working.

I can't handle this anymore. My head is killing me, and I think i'm just overwhelmed with information or lack of information.

DFTBA,
Erin

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

adoration

it's an unexplainable kind of love
not like, love.
not mutual attraction,
just love.

my poem

The rest of the time it's just ridiculous.


































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Saturday, September 6, 2008

dysfunctional thoughts

'girls love a lovesick guy, until he gets too lovey or too sicky."-Paul Kropp as Maggie McPherson


a kiss is a culmination(google it) of feeling, not a starter or anything like that. it's better to just wait for the right moment instead of just kissing too soon. make sure you tilt your head to the right, and i cannot stress that enough. i'll bold it. MAKE SURE YOU TILT YOUR HEAD TO THE RIGHT. okay, i hope i got the point across there.


did you know that there is a lot of sensitive skin on a girl's(and possibly guy's, i'm not sure) upper lip? if not, now you know. so, uhh, yeah.


authentic compliments are way better than inauthentic ones, but if you are really incompetent, then the inauthentic ones will have to do. but try, at least.


i'm writing this because i have SO much experience, and I know about this stuff from a personal point of view.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

this is beyond silly

I feel kind of sorry for you. I mean, yeah, you aren't a poor hobo who lives on the street or anything, but I still feel bad for you. People always tell me things about their lives. I'm the secret-keeper, I dunno. So, like usual, I hear a bunch of new stuff, and I take it in.

I just feel sorry for you. Your life could be better, and now I see that. I feel so weird writing this. 1:26AM and white wine aren't so well together. Although, I barely had any. I don't like it all that much.

August 30, 2008 Central Time

Victoria, my mother, loved to party back in her day. She'd kill me if she heard me say that. She'd think I was saying that she was old.

So anyways, today we were out at the beach, and I was just sitting there, in the sand, while my two brothers were in the water. Rafting? I do not recall. My mom called my dad and asked what was taking him so long, and..
Well, long story short, my dad bought some alcohol for a party that they were having later at night, a kind of get together, I guess.

So after I cleaned out my bag from the beach, I went downstairs. My parents friends were already there, as well as my younger older(it makes sense) brother's girlfriend, Kayley. I ran back upstairs and changed into an American Eagle dress. It's purple. And HOT. Haha, just kidding.

There was pizza for dinner, but it was pepperoni, which I hate! Why can't they get plain, old, regular cheese like the Rest of the World?! My parents are insane, but I love my family.

I went into our 'game room' and my two brothers were there with Kayley. They seemed to be playing pool, but with golf balls. Weird.

Kayley whispered to us that she brought some alcohol from upstairs. I was expecting a cup full, but this was like a TANK! She then got a call on her motorola (don't ask, I just remember) and then left. My brothers are so popular, and they are my idols in a way, even though I am a girl.

I just remember drinking it and thinking it tasted bad, but my brothers do this stuff at the clubs all the time, so it should be nothing. I bet a bunch of my friends have gotten drunk before. Right?

It is now a day later and my head is killing me. I feel weird and I'm dizzy too. It's August 31, 2008, Central Time.

P.S. PANCAKES ARE GREAT!!!

school has begun

Tomorrow I am going to school, and it will be my third day. I found some fill-out survey on facebook, and I decided that I was going to fill it out. I barely ever fill these things out. But this one is an exception. The only thing is, I slightly changed it around. It is TOTALLY interesting.

Did you like your homeroom?
I liked the teacher, although some of the kids in the class are not my favourite. I am not saying that I dislike them, but I wish I had more of my friends in my homeroom.
Who is your locker by?
My friend R and I don't even remember who is on the other side. But I'm sharing my locker with my friend I.
See any hot guys?
Of course.
What did you have 4th period?
Computer Multimedia or Geo.
Who sits behind you in 4th period?
In geo, it is some kid that I don't know, and everyone moves around in computers, so it is hard to answer for this one.
What did you wear?
On the first day? I don't even remember anymore. I didn't plan it, so it isn't permanently stuck in my mind.
Who did you sit with at lunch?
I don't normally sit at lunch. I was in the choir room on the first day with some awesome people, and then today I walked to starbucks with Bev and I.
Did you get lost?
Of course not.
How did you get to and from school?
M's dad drove there and L's mom picked up.
Meet anyone new?
Yes. Well, I've met her before, but only once. I am excited to meet the new grade niners who are joining the musical!
Was lunch good?
I suppose so.
What grade did you go to?
Tenth grade.
Do you like it?
I'm just really tired right now.
Is the person you like in any of your classes?
Yes, but the reason I like this question is because it isnt specific to which classes, so now the sole two people who don't know will never know!
Does anyone in any of your classes like you?
Probably. I'm just that hot.
Do you have a favourite teacher yet?
Not one, but I have teachers that are AWESOME(drama and choir)
Do you miss your teachers from last year?
Not really. I mean, they are still here.
Are you playing any sports this year or are you in any clubs?
No sports, and i'm joining improv once again.
Is your boyfriend in any of your classes?
I was going to make the joke that music is my boyfriend, and so then music is with me everywhere, but that joke was dumb. So I will just say that yes, my boyfriend is in all of my classes.(???)
Are any of your ex's in any of your classes?
EVERY SINGLE CLASS!!!!! It is actually so annoying.

You know, a few of these answers make a lot of sense. Because I am very hot, I have ex's and because I have a boyfriend.

five things

thanks to http://a-bev-blog.blogspot.com/ for this awesome idea!

1. fiveawesomegirls

These (pun not intended) five awesome girls are amazing! They were inspired by vlogbrothers(John and Hank Green, DUH) and they have great videos.

Monday-Kristina
Tuesday-Lauren
Wednesday-Kayley
Thursday-Hayley
Friday-Liane

They all also have individual channels, which I suggest you subscribe to, as well as fiveawesomegirls and vlogbrothers. Youtube them! They make every day AWESOME.

2. my phone!


I have nothing much to say. I like this. Mine is pink. Yes, pink.
My background is full of awesome, and my phone plays music. And the volume is good.


3. writing poems

i just can't stop. i heard some guy say that he hated poetry, because it means different things to everyone, but i think that the beauty in poetry is exactly that.


4. seussical

it's a musical. it is amazing! right now, i cannot stop listening to the people versus horton the elephant! it is just very catchy and super creative! my school is doing it this year, so yay!

5. the fifth thing that i like, well. i don't think i'll tell you just yet.