it is more than a fantasy

going to see musicals. admiring interiors. making plans for imaginary trips to england. speaking hebrew. glitter on my eyelashes, cheeks, and lips. having a chocolate spa.

getting stuck in the snow while driving with a good friend and having a laugh about it. admiring Sophie Anna Everhard's amazing red hair. borrowing jewelry. eating chocolate chip waffles. listening to the Mulan soundtrack.

N.Y Hotel - The Knife

Wish I Stayed - Ellie Goulding

Wild Blue Milk - Slow Club

Simple Enough - Nevershoutnever!

A Foggy Day In London Town - Michael Buble

Sleepy Tigers - Her Space Holiday

I'm still unsure as to what I want to do for my birthday party! I've gotten some great suggestions! I am writing everything down in a notebook. If you have other ideas, or haven't given one yet, do it!

it's utterly mind-boggling

i've began my notebook full of love. in it i write love letters, poems, lyrics and quotes. maybe even horoscopes or small pictures. who knows? anything that has to do with love. which is a lot. this first picture is the cutest. just in case you didn't get that vibe already.

what do you do when you have bad energy?

i love all of your suggestions for birthday party themes, but keep them coming! i would like tons of options to choose from. they are all fabulous.

these photos are from fuckyeahcutepeople on tumblr. i like cute people. if i weren't short, would i be cute? who knows. reading the script for chicago makes my anticipation level get raised about fifty feet in the air. it's hard to know what to think sometimes.

i painted my nails the other day. they are a light blue colour with snow, glitter, and snowflakes painted on top. i do my nails when i can't sleep.

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(do any of you know what that means?)

brand new sheets, let's break them in; underneath our feathered skin.

I have a performance in an hour and a half. I really should be getting ready. My hair is up, Audrey style, and I'm pretty bare-faced. I think that should be the most beautiful.

one of the choirs that i am handed out new music the other day. i found out that we are finally singing a song from a musical. and not just any musical, but from RENT. we are singing finale b, which is amazing. i also get to sing along with the tenors at one part, even though i am a soprano. i'm very ecstatic.

i've been watching hockey. it's very out of character, but so be it. i like being out of character. i have an improv show coming up. my improv team had a fantastic seven hour practice on january first. we were all exhausted from the night before, but we did it.

i've been listening to a lot of nevershoutnever and of course, the glee soundtracks. i can't get enough of them! i also found out that there is going to be a sequel to a very potter musical. my life just got even better.

i'm planning my birthday party. even though it is far away. does anyone have ideas? i would love your help for themes or anything!

you're a honey, with a following of innocent boys

a summary of 2009 would be impossible. but i'll try my best.
taking millions of pictures. eating carrots and reading the books my friends madison and tatiana wrote for me. making breakfast in a hotel and awaiting bev (a-bev-blog.blogspot) to return from the hospital after dislocating her knee. singing circle songs. whipped cream. creating silly clubs.

monologues and plays and musicals. post-it notes. making poems out of text messages. writing raps. porcelain cats. listening to the soundtrack of spring awakening and loving every bit of it. watching strangers with candy too many times. leaving messages at the lake. watching sunsets.

having an obsession with a very potter musical. paige railstone and everything within nerdfighteria. EFT. pretending to be massie block. seeing movies like breakfast at tiffany's, 500 days of summer, harry potter and the half blood prince, up, now and then and matilda. making pancakes with lovely girls in the morning. attending sustainable development conferences. being lady gaga and hannah montana for halloween.

photoshoots with raez (cheapthrillsss.blogspot). seeing my best friend who moved many times. drinking belgian chocolate tea. reading the mortal instruments, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, to kill a mockingbird and the catcher in the rye-and then buying them. loving high school musical 3, no matter how cheesy it may be. being a part of an improv team. watching glee every wednesday night. talking on the phone with people i could talk to for hours.

the best things happen while you're dancing
things you would not do at home
come naturally on the floor
for dancing soon becomes romancing
when you hold a girl in your arms
that you've never held before
even guys with two left feet
come out alright if the girl is sweet
if by chance their cheeks should meet while dancing
proving that the best things happen while you dance

-the best things happen while you're dancing

there's just one last thing for 2009. I wrote my first song on guitar! I'm glad. I'm glad I know the people I know, and I'm content. Tonight I'm going to be celebrating the ending of a decade, and it seems pretty insane that it's the end of the Noughties. What are some of your best moments of this year? This decade? Have a nice last day of the decade, fabulous!

content and confident

have a dance party with your friends. make christmas candy. watch arthur. wear a dress to bed. wash your hair with chocolate. watch a lot of movies. light a fire in your fireplace. put on crazy makeup, and love your face. hang out with a dog. eat cereal with chocolate milk. drink hot apple cider. plan a party. imagine fireworks.

just to let you know, i have a youtube channel. youtube/seeyourvoice

oh, i love my life; and all that jazz

i miss the summer. the waves crashing against my feet, the sunsets i'd watch with my friend, ice cream, messages from boys in the ice cream shop, performing in the wonderful theatre, sleeping with a roommate, meeting new people, sunglasses, post-it notes, hershey chocolate bars, pink cameras, notebooks, pebbles, daisies, freezies, stage kisses, madeline, harry potter, lace tank tops, blueberries, and summer love.

at the same time, I'm ready as ever for winter. the montreal canadiens, auditions, heart-shaped brownies, painting nails ever so carefully, comfy blankets and pillows, fairy lights, vocal jazz, deathly hallows hype, hot chocolate, mathematics, the glee finale, banana pudding, candles, and hopefully more love.

bake whenever you can. i love making cupcakes and brownies. cookies too. i'm bad at making cakes though.

fairytale of new york - the pogues ft. kirsty maccoll

blue caravan - vienna teng

toxic(cover) - yael naim

i feel so smoochie - kurt elling

southernmost - the lucksmiths

lisa, make love! (it's okay!) - oh no! oh my!

tigerlily - la roux

french navy - camera obscura

je ne veux pas travailler - pink martini

what is something you'd like to do on new years eve?

i'm keeping a book of everything great

There is something you need to read right now, before even taking a second look at my blog. But thank you for the comments about my new layout, I appreciate it! http://youareremarkable.wordpress.com/2009/09/26/look-up-at-the-sky/

Everytime I do a photoshoot with Raez (cheapthrillsss.blogspot.com), I have so much fun! I love all the outfits I get to wear(I even got to wear a fur coat! Check her blog for more), the hair and makeup, and just the whole experience. I'm thinking of possibly doing some outfit posts, but I'm not sure if anyone would be interested in seeing that. Right now I'm wearing a floral dress with a black cardigan and pearls. Oh, and my hair is in an updo with a cute white bow in it. I really love bows. As well as a lot of people. We will see.

This past while has been filled with birthday celebrations, being hannah montana, glee anticipation, owl city, harry potter, hiphop dance class, attending shows, lots of love, learning about hockey, vocal jazz, cell phones, ice cream with bananas, improv, math class, singing so much my head hurts, seeing great friends, and making great friends.

You Don't Love Me Like You Used To - Uptown Vocal Jazz Quartet

100 Mph (In 2nd Gear) - Gemma Ray

I Wanna Sex You Up (Cover) - Glee Cast

Kiss From A Rose - Seal

High School - Jeremy Fisher

My Perogative - Britney Spears

Jump Around - House of Pain

The Lamest Place In The World -13 The Musical

More Than Alive - ALL CAPS

Paper Cuts - The Boy Least Likely To

I went to a conference all about sustainable development, with an Eco Club that me and a few girls started after going to a conference last year. I showed them a lovely book that I made. I found the idea on kind over matter! http://kindovermatter.blogspot.com/2009/03/kind-over-matter-books.html

http://fuckyeahcutepeople.tumblr.com/

Are you taking part in NaNoWriMo? I was going to, but sadly, I had a bad start. http://www.nanowrimo.org/

Beautiful stories. http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/

Every girl loves these. http://www.davidlebovitz.com/archives/2005/10/french_chocolat.html

Let me know some of your favourite love songs, and possibly a cute/romantic/nice/sweet story about you and a special someone; a recent one, an old one-it doesn't matter!

you make me happy

He had an uncanny knack to bring a smile to her face while his pupils turned into cartoon-shaped hearts. They sat in his bedroom, folding soft teeshirts, while devouring a plate of nachos. They played hide and seek in a brightly coloured carnival tent.

They spoon-fed eachother peanut butter. They sat and watched an orchestra perform. They watched the stars from the trampoline in his yard. They caught snowflakes on their tongues in the wintertime. They had a sleepover in a treehouse. They sang along obnoxiously to soundtracks they loved and hated. They shared a big brown sweater.

butterscotch and delicate hands

I finally did it. I finally saw Breakfast At Tiffany's. It's quite lovely, and the imagery is nice. I'm glad I saw it. I like seeing things that are older, everything seems to have such charm compared to now. I was looking at my father's old school yearbook, it's weird to see how life has changed and stayed the same.

October has come, and already there is snow on the ground. A thin layer, but it is still upsetting. I was looking forward to rolling in the autumn leaves. I've been sitting in my home, drinking glasses of milk, and eating toast with jam. I've been dreaming of being wrapped up in a blanket with a special someone, and watching movies like Now and Then and Madeline, and maybe even Matilda or 500 Days of Summer.

I've been writing my own Happy Lists in various notebooks. I am in love with writing lists.

paper cranes, cupcakes, balloons, ballet shoes, peanut butter, orchestras, tea, bubble baths, editorial models, trampolines, blue skies, massages, people who write sweet emails, sending postcards, sparkly fingernails, hula-hoops and adventures.

I would like to have this. http://www.theall-nighter.com/catalog/item/7168668/7340888.htm
Take part in this: http://youareremarkable.wordpress.com/love-letters-to-from/

“There is not one big cosmic meaning for all, there is only the meaning we each give to our life, an individual meaning, an individual plot, like an individual novel, a book for each person.”
— Anaïs Nin

I got together with some friends, and we made crafts, involving tons of glitter! I made a glittery dinosaur that I am planning on giving a very sweet person that I am getting to know. I like getting to know people. Especially people who want to get to know me back.

Trouble - Nevershoutnever
She Sends Kisses - The Wrens
One Man Band - Washington
Voices Carry - Til Tuesday
Silver City - Susie Ro & Ayla
I Love You More Than Yesterday - Spiral Staircase
When I Go - Slow Club
Hoppipolla - Sigur Rós
Dear Time Traveler - The Scene Aesthetic
Don't Wanna Cry - Pete Yorn
Autumn - Paolo Nutini
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

I am going to listen to every single one of the songs you all posted in the comments of my last blog post. Now, another question(should I stop asking these?). Do you watch Glee? What do you think of it? It is one of my favourite television shows, and I want your input!

you'll make biscuits, and i'll make tea; we'll curl up close and then fall asleep.

So far September has been a blur and a whirl of many things. Cinnamon buns, John Green failing at destroying a wall, Andrew Sims @replies on twitter, the Spice Girls, missing the hogwarts express, shopping with friends, new secondhand clothes, auditions, Chicago, the Amanda Show, dreaming of building cozy forts with fuzzy blankets, EFT, Madeline, GLEE, pizza, guitars and history class, protecting cakes, Massie Block, Starbucks, improv, best friends, recording songs, dance class, the saddle club, italian food, the Parent Trap, taking walks, moustaches, vocal jazz, chocolate milk with marshmallows, and talking to sweet people.

You are unrepeatable. There is a magic about you that is all your own.

D. M. Dellinger

Being famous is wicked. But it’s better to be normal.

Rupert Grint

If you love cake and delicious treats as much as I do..http://www.cakewrecks.blogspot.com/
This is beautiful. http://www.behance.net/Gallery/the-black-apartment/123184

For giggles. http://www.unnecessaryquotes.com/

What was your very worst date? http://myveryworstdate.com/

http://mymomisafob.com/

http://mydadisafob.com/

http://foundmagazine.com/

This is amazing.

Thank you for all of the replies I got from the questions I asked last post! I loved hearing your answers and finding out all that fun stuff.

I recieved wonderful awards, and now it's my turn to pass them on. The first two are from Nicola (insidethecabinetofwonder.blogspot.com) and the other is from Anna (made-the-cut.blogspot.com).

I'm supposed to list seven things about myself now.

001. I'm working on a novel right now. It's mostly just ideas, but I really hope it works out.

002. I'm not very good at math.

003. I love Glee.

004. I'm so glad to be in Chamber Choir, Choir and Vocal Jazz, it makes me feel so glad.

005. John and Hank Green are two very cool people that I admire.

006. People often tell me I'm cute, but that's basically the extent of it.

007. I bought a jacket that reminds me of Massie Block. Oh, the excitement!

For these awards, I tag:

modernmarie.blogspot.com

cheapthrillsss.blogspot.com

thepelicanandme.blogspot.com

jjjanuary.blogspot.com

demureprincess.blogspot.com

stylesoldier.blogspot.com

incompanywithsparkles.blogspot.com

What's a song you currently cannot get enough of?