Tuesday, November 18, 2008

my love for you burns like a Charizard's tail.

You spent so much time talking long distance that I think you didn't learn to know each other up close. Yes, you did know things about each other, the little things, the big things, a bunch of things. You don't talk that much in person, and you could. You obviously have things to say. I think that it is stupid if one of you doesn't want this, and you are still pursuing it. If you still enjoy each other, then sure, try. But if you feel like you should move on, then move on. Do things IRL, not over the computer or text messages. Unless you 100% have to. The phone is okay. Just don't try to cover things up if you don't want other people to see them, because I personally think that it used to be obvious, and it still could be. I don't even bother with this that much anymore, because it is getting old. Just a thought.

I hate when people think that they are out of someone else's league. Obviously if they admire someone, they are going to see all the good in the person. But wouldn't they also have to see the person up close(not literally) and notice and accept their flaws? Don't think you are out of someone's league. It's reduncansheikulous.

I wish I had a dream decoder thingy book. It would be interesting to think about things like those theories and such.
You have been there for me through everything. Even when I haven't exactly been the best friend, you were always forgiving. I don't know what I would do without you. On my worst days you are one of the only people that can make me smile no matter what. I think its amazing that we are still best friends even though we haven't gone to the same school since grade six. If we ever grow apart I will always have the best moments of my life to remember you by. And hopefully we will some day be able to sing together after actually preparing and put on a great show!
Thanks :)
Some people will come, and some will pass, but the ones who mean something to you will always last. But, there are just certain people that aren't meant to fit in your life no matter how much you want them to. ARGH. A person can apologize for forever, and even if you forgive them, sometimes you just can’t forget the pain they have caused you. You know, sometimes you only forgive someone because you CAN’T stand NOT having them in your life. Of course, everything happens for a reason. Or does it? The hardest part is finding out what the reason is. I would say, the only people I need in my life are the ones that need me in theirs, but that isn’t true. They also say we don’t lose friends, we just learn to our real ones are. That is sort of true, sadly. I hate it. And also, whoever said what you don’t know can’t hurt you was a complete and TOTAL MORON. Cause for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world. When we don’t know who to hate, we hate ourselves. It’s so pathetic! Its crazy, things can change in the blink of an eye. People are so complex. We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies. That’s why this world will always be so wrong. Of course, there are a bunch of other reasons..

A Good Friend. I think everyone has a different definition of a good friend. I think that a good friend is the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer(sorry), stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly they love you for who you are.
Romantic love is an illusion. I think so anyways. It can be manipulated, and twisted. AND the very nature of it is deceptive! It promises closeness but the only thing it ever really reveals is the dreams and fears of the person with the 'obsession'. Most people want to be adored but they dont want to do anything to get it, they just want some random person to come along out of the blue and find them.. like awesome or irresistable or something. People are lazy like that. No one ever really falls in love with anyone but themselves. Other people just make you feel good about yourself when they shower you with compliments and such. We are waiting for us to come and show us something about ourselves that we can adore and stuff like that. Since someone else sees greatness in us, we try(and sometimes fail, but mostly succeed) to see it ourselves.
Rupert Grint is amazing, by the way.


EM said...

The definition of a good friend, in my opinion (not that you asked, hahah) is one that you know would be a good friend BEFORE you get to know them, judging a book by it's cover is NOT necessarily a bad thing. If you have doubts about someone from the start, SURE you may become friends with them later on in life, but your first instinct is usually correct. going with your gut. Sometimes.

But, yes.. where was I?
Like you said, some people won't fit into your life as hard as you try, I think a good friend is like the puzzle piece you thought you had when you dumped the whole box onto your carpet, but when you had nearly completed the puzzle, you realized that one missing piece was still in the box.

Good blog! :)

Time to Get Fuzzy said...

I wish I had bright orange hair.

Then maybe I could find a friend...

beverley said...

his hair is VERY bright in that picture. And I liked this post, a lot!